By JR (world of fashion and love)
A tale of how fashion changed one womanâs life and helped her find the one.

Chapter 2
(A pleasant, clean, and soapy fragrance that subtly marks his presenceâa scent so inviting, it draws her in. With just one close glance, sheâll lean nearer, inhaling deeply, as if craving more.)
Iâm standing in front of the mirror in my big cabinet, staring at my reflection and feeling utterly hopeless. Itâs like Iâm a wealthy soul trapped in a body that canât afford its own dreamsâwhy did the internet even have to exist? Now here I am, obsessing over that vintage Chanel double-flap medium caviar bag, knowing even my credit card or Klarna wonât cover it. But maybe⊠if I wait? Could it happen? Then Juliaâs voice cuts through my thoughtsâsheâs outside my room, glaring at me from a distance and yelling, âDahlia, donât you dare make another reckless move! I swear, please donât!
Julia has been my best friend since college, back when we both studied hotel managementâthough she ended up pursuing her passion for cooking instead. Sheâs a stunning Zimbabwean woman, long-legged and petite like me, with the most gorgeous dark skin tone. People always say we were destined to be friends because whenever we slip into our heels and dress up, we turn heads like a pair of supermodels.
Plus, with our names being so similar, itâs almost like weâre technically sisters out of nowhere!
But Juliaâthen Julia said, “No, Dahlia! You need to save and budget your money!” Dahlia protested, “But donât you think itâs gorgeous?” Julia sighed, “Let me see⊠Hmm, okay, yes, itâs gorgeous, butâ” Dahlia kept trying to convince her, but her best friend was strict! Julia teased, “You know, Iâm surprisedâfor someone half-white and half-Asian, youâre a bit high-maintenance! Where are all the Asian genes?” I couldnât help but laugh and scream at her before throwing a pillow.
I love my best friend, Julia. I remember when she moved from England to Scotland, always dressed in that striking black coat and floral dresses. She knew her body well and exactly which colors suited her. And no, weâre not lesbiansâweâre just extremely close. Things got even better when she applied to work abroad, said her goodbyes to everyone, but then got scammed and couldnât move back to her family. Instead, she hid out and stayed with me, so now weâre pretty much stuck together.
Dahlia: “Well, well⊠Who does she think she is? Miss Julia spends money on booze and nights out like the word âbudgetâ doesnât even exist!” (laughs at Julia)
Julia: “Of course I know how to save money! Why do you think weâre the number one customers at Mr. Muhamadâs store? Hahaha! We always buy the discounted wine for pre-drinks before hitting the club!”
(Pauses, then adds:) “Speaking of which, I already stopped by his shop and got us some wine. And I thought youâd be dressed by now? Guess itâs my turn to get ready when I get back!”
Dahlia: (glances at the time) “Geez, itâs 9:45 PMâdonât worry, Julia, we still have plenty of time!”
Julia and I canât wait for tonightâeven though I have to wake up early tomorrow to open the shop at 8 AM. Partying with my best friend feels like a perfect escape from reality. Iâm wearing a navy blue, double-layered slinky skater dress with an off-the-shoulder drape and a fitted waist, paired with my eBay steal: Christian Louboutin heels that I snagged for just ÂŁ94.32 (used but in great condition!). Julia, on the other hand, is rocking a sleek red structured mini dress and her Valentino heelsâanother fabulous eBay find.
Weâre blasting our favorite Rihanna song, sipping our pre-drinks, and touching up our makeup when Julia suddenly yells, âGirl, itâs 11:30 pmâwe need to hit the club!â I mean, wow, okayâwe did take forever getting ready, but we were just about to call an Uber, still undecided on where to go.
âJulia, last time we went to Grassmarket, it was⊠an experience,â I say, but she cuts me off, screaming, âWhat the hell are you thinking? Weâre going to CC Blooms!â
Not surprising. Of course my bestie would pick the gay clubâshe feels safe there, surrounded by queer folks, especially after her last messy relationship. Sheâs sworn off dating for now, but whenever a lesbian hits on us, she pulls her classic move: suddenly acting like weâre together.
As a good best friend, I get it. But heyâwhat about me? Iâm single, and if we keep going to gay clubs (not that Iâm complainingâthe music is always fire), when am I ever gonna meet my future man?
Okay, letâs go hit the club now, Dahlia!”Julia shouted down the hallway, rushing toward the main building door. “Our Uberâs waiting!”
You might be wondering why weâd need a ride when itâs technically just a 15 to 20-minute walk. Well, in these gorgeous heels and our stunning outfits, walking was not an option.
Tonight was going to be epicâno doubt about itâespecially with my bestie by my side.
CC Blooms is a vibrant LGBTQ+ venue located at the top of Leith Walk in Edinburgh. The club features two floors, offering a stylish bar and restaurant by day, which transforms into a lively nightclub with great music and events after dark
Okay, we made it! Weâre just about to head in, but the bouncer keeps asking for our IDsâhonestly, I think theyâre just taking the piss. They know usâwe donât come every week, but weâre here often enough. The big bouncer even tried flirting with us, but obviously, as the stunning, self-assured ladies we are (especially after the cheap wine Julia grabbed from Mr. Muhamadâs shop for pre-drinks), we werenât having it. Weâre not the type to flirt in clubs just for attention.
We both believe women should be independent, beautiful, and confidentâno need to rely on any man. If someone buys us a drink, it should be because they genuinely want to, not because they expect something in return. And hey, if we decide to move on and leave? No hard feelingsâthatâs just how we roll.
Okay, ladiesâweâre in! The bouncers finally let us through, and me and Julia exchanged a lookâitâs go time. We were hyped to dance, even though itâs a Wednesday night in Edinburgh. Sure, some say Glasgowâs nightlife is better, but who has the time (or money) to trek to another city? Nah, weâre making it work right here!
Now, letâs talk rulesâbecause we run this club strategically:
1. Claim Your Throne:
First thing? Secure a 4-seater table near the bar and the dance floor. Bags go on the extra chairsâinstant “reserved for friends” signage.
2. The Buddy System:
One dances, one guards the fort. If randoms hover, hit âem with the classic, “Our friends are just grabbing drinks!” Rotate shiftsâcheer each other on like itâs a sport.
3. Drink Spy Mode:
Free drinks? Yes, but weâre not naive. After one too many true crime docs, we monitor those glasses like FBI agents. Sip, smile, and exit stage left if they get flirty.
4. Dance Floor Diplomacy:
Itâs a gay clubâweâre here for the vibes, not the DMs. We twirl with the gays, laugh with the queens, and keep it zero percent sexual. Just music, moves, and pure joy.
The atmosphere feels like something out of an atmosphere songâthe DJ was fantastic, mixing Whitney Houstonâs I Wanna Dance with Somebody with beats and other tracks I didnât recognize. Somehow, it all blended perfectly.
“Okay, Julia, Iâll head to the bar first and grab our half-pints,” I said. (Why half-pints? Itâs a tradition we started with another dear friend who moved back to Americaâshe always said it was to test the drinkâs quality first.)
Julia shot back, “Hurry up, okay?”
“Yeah, yeah,” I laughed. The bar was packed, but luckily, our table wasnât far. As I stood waiting, I got plenty of compliments. (Being half-Filipina and half-Britishâthough more connected to my Filipino roots since my dad left us after bringing us to the UKâIâve been told I have a unique look. My features lean Asian, but with a hint of British influence. People say I resemble â90s supermodel Yasmin Ghauri or Miss Universe Pia Wurtzbach.)
The hallway grew tighter, the bar more crowded, and I was still waiting to catch the bartenderâs eye. Just then, a bachelorette party pushed through the narrow space, shoving me forward. As I stumbled, a man turned around, holding two Cosmopolitan drinksâonly for half of them to spill as I accidentally leaned into his chest.
Thankfully, none of it got on meâheâd managed to protect his drinks at the last second. But wait⊠I was pressed against this manâs chest for a brief moment, and then it hit meâthat scent. It was so familiar. I was sure Iâd smelled it earlier that afternoon when Julia and I had wandered into the Louis Vuitton shop in St. Andrew Square, pretending we could afford something (just browsing, of course). Iâd even joked with the sales assistant, “I want my man to smell like this.”
Embarrassed, I quickly pushed back and apologizedâsilly me. Then our eyes locked, and wow. This man was practically a model in the makingâtall, striking face, those piercing blue eyes⊠Damn.
Before I could process it further, his friend rushed over in a panic. “Francis, you okay??”
Huh? Iâm the one who nearly got drenched, and heâs not even checking on me? Then it hit meâthey must be a couple.
Francis (apparently his name) was impeccably dressed: a pink Ralph Lauren polo, black trousers, a sleek black Gucci belt, andâof courseâblack Jimmy Choo velvet slip-ons with tassels.
Internally, I groaned. Why are all the gorgeous ones gay these days?


